Moments in Ink: A Montgomery Ink: Boulder Bonus Romance Page 8
“Baby.”
I shook my head. “And I loved Bristol, too. I loved her. I don’t love her the same way anymore. And I’m glad. Because I was never enough for her.” I swallowed hard at the emotion, and Meredith reached out, her hand rising before she let it fall. Good. I wasn’t sure I would be able to breathe if she touched me. “I loved Bristol, and she didn’t love me the same way. I wasn’t enough for her.”
“That’s a lie. You’re more than enough.”
“Really? Then why am I not enough for you?”
“That’s a low blow.”
“We’re pretty good at giving those out right now, aren’t we? I know you’re scared. I know that what happened with your ex was horrible. And we’re going to talk about it in more detail. I promise. But you don’t get to push me away because you’re scared.”
“I wasn’t expecting you. I wasn’t expecting any of this,” Meredith said. “I was supposed to heal here. Find myself and be me.”
“And you can do all of that. I want all the same things. But I want to do them with you. So, let me be the person by your side. Let me figure this out with you.”
I felt like I was burying myself, and I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think.
How the hell had this happened? For a third time. Somehow, I was doing this for a third time, and if Meredith walked away, I did not know what part of me would be left.
“I’ve made mistakes before, I don’t want to be yours,” Meredith said, and I let out a breath.
“I understand that fear, but you don’t get to make my choices. You can walk away if you don’t want me. I will break, and I will fight, but you will never be my mistake.”
“I don’t want to walk away from you.”
Relief flooded me, and I almost went down to my knees. Instead, I looked at her and reached out to tuck her hair behind her ear.
“I won’t walk away. But you don’t get to walk away either.”
“I’ve only loved one other person, and I was wrong about him.”
“And I’ve loved two others. I was wrong about one, and not the right fit for the other.”
“And I’m third best?” she teased, but I needed to be honest about this. I didn’t hear fear in her voice, but just the same, I needed to be sure she understood. We both did.
“Never. We all have pasts. We all have shames that might not be worth it in the end, but here we are. So, let’s take a chance. Hell, I am. We’re all moments in time, moments in ink.” I looked down at my new ink and shrugged. “We’re all moments in what we carve out for each other. But we can do this.”
“And what is this?” she asked, her voice low as she leaned forward.
“Whatever we want it to be. Because we can take a chance. I promise you.”
And when Meredith leaned forward and brushed her lips against mine, I knew we were going to take that chance.
Because all thoughts of food and exes and mistakes flew from my mind, and love and relief flooded in.
Meredith was my moment, and I was hers.
And I was finally fighting for it.
Finally.
Epilogue
Meredith
“Okay, angle up,” Zia said, and I raised a brow.
“Angle what up?” I asked, and she laughed.
I lay on a tarp on a settee in Zia’s bedroom, the light shining on my bare breasts and the rest of my very bare skin.
The fact that I was letting her paint me naked in her bedroom in the middle of the day meant that I had gotten drunk the night before when I agreed to this.
“Come on, I’m having fun.” And then Zia dipped the paintbrush between my breasts, and I groaned.
“Where on earth did you get the edible body paint?” I asked, wanting to reach out and grab her hair and pull her to my lips. Only the last time I had done that, she had spanked me hard, and though I had truly enjoyed it, she had also growled at me.
Zia growling was sexy as hell, but she wanted to paint me, literally using me as a canvas, so I was going to let her.
I would let her do anything.
Anything.
“Maya told me about the paints after your last session with Callie. I joked about how I wanted to see what other ink would look good on your skin, and she gave me a gift.”
“Should I be jealous of Maya?” I asked, not serious in the least.
“She has two very sexy men at home. I don’t think we need to be jealous of Maya.”
“Or we can be jealous of the fact that she has two very sexy men at home.” I laughed, and then Zia leaned down and brushed her lips across mine. I moaned, sliding my hand around her waist and then down between her cheeks, spreading her.
She groaned when I dipped my finger inside and then let out a shuddering breath.
“Shouldn’t you be wearing something, oh, artist?” I asked, playing with her pussy.
Zia’s mouth parted, and she panted, reaching over me to grip the edge of the settee as I kept playing with her folds.
“If I were wearing pants, you wouldn’t be able to do this,” she said, her voice shaking.
“True. Now, come closer, I need those lips of yours.”
“Which set?” Zia said with a laugh, and I took the palette from her, setting it on the couch so paint didn’t splatter everywhere, then pulled her on top of me.
“I’ll settle for your mouth now, and then I’m going to want that pussy of yours.”
“You’re getting paint everywhere,” Zia scolded, licking my lips. I reached up to cup her breasts, flicking her nipples. They turned to hard points, and I leaned forward, sucking one into my mouth.
“That’s why you laid out three sets of tarps so we could roll around in it.”
“I laid them out so I didn’t flick paint everywhere.”
“You totally knew we were going to fuck on this tarp when you set it out. Don’t lie.” I sucked her other nipple into my mouth, biting down gently.
“Fine, now fuck me,” she whispered, and I grinned.
“That’s my girl,” I whispered.
“Whatever you say, baby.”
She slid her thigh between mine, straddling my leg, as well. The friction sent shivers up my spine, and I gently pulled her hair, tugging her mouth to mine. Paint smeared all over us. I smiled against her lips, needing more. I angled my hips, rolling them, rubbing against her, and she did the same to me. We panted, our breaths coming faster and faster as our clits rubbed against each other, sweat-slick and wet from our combined need.
“I’m close,” Zia whispered.
“Keep going. More. Come on me. Say my name.”
She smiled against me, and I rotated up, using my hand to reach around and play with her ass.
She arched against me, and then she came, her whole body shaking, her thighs gripping mine. I arched my hips up, needing more, and then I came with her. When I tugged on her again, we both rolled off the settee, laughing, touching, covered in paint, and touching some more.
I licked her bare skin where the paint hadn’t been yet, kissing and nipping until I was between her legs, lapping up her juices. I kissed, and I licked, and I touched, and I bit down, and when she came again, I was above her, needing more.
“On my face,” Zia ordered. I did as she asked, using the settee to steady myself, my thighs over her shoulders as I rocked my hips over her face, her tongue flicking out in delicate licks. She spread me wide, paint going everywhere, and I laughed until I came again, my whole body shaking.
Somehow, I was able to move off her, both of us holding each other, our bodies tangled and covered in paint. I laughed.
“Some of the best sex I’ve ever given you, and you’re laughing?” Zia asked, spanking me again.
I moaned, and she smiled.
“Good to know,” Zia murmured.
“Sadist,” I joked.
“Maybe. But only for you.” She kissed me hard.
“I love you,” she whispered.
“I love you, too,” I replied.
W
e lay there for a while in blissed silence before she spoke again. “By the way, I removed the lock on the gate between our houses.”
“Good, and you removed mine, too?”
“Of course. Eventually, we should just build a tunnel between our homes. That way, it’s one big house.”
I lazily slid my hand up and down her back, grinning. “Or you can just move in here.”
“Or you can move into mine. I have the better garden.”
“But I have the better second floor.”
She rolled until she was on top of me, straddling me, and I moaned.
“How about we flip for it?” Zia asked. And I squeezed her hip.
“Why do I think I’m going to end up tails again?”
“I always win. I mean, I won you, didn’t I?” She fluttered her lashes, and I rolled my eyes.
“You sure are sappy these days.”
“I can’t help it. You make me that way. I’m sure I’ll be a sarcastic ass soon.”
“Thank you. Because I’m truly going to need that.” I squeezed her hip again. “Now, let’s fuck some more, and then we can clean up this mess. I have no idea how much paint is going to come out of my hair. I did recently bleach it.”
“Oh, fuck,” Zia said, laughing, her eyes wide. “Maybe we need to shower now.”
“Yeah, probably. Going into work with whatever the fuck color my hair is right now is likely a really bad idea.”
“It’s okay, we can totally fix this,” Zia said, lifting me up to my feet. We slid around on the paint, laughing.
“Well, my boss did comment on my ink and about how it looked great. So, maybe they won’t mind if I have random-colored hair.”
“Even if you look like Rainbow Brite?” Zia asked, and I froze.
“What?” I asked quickly.
“Nothing, baby. Let’s get you inside that shower and see what we can do.”
“Zia. What did you do to me?”
“Nothing at all. I love you.” And she ran off to the shower, leaving paint footprints on her tile.
“Is this so I move in with you? We’re going to trash your house so we can’t sell it?” I asked, following her.
“I told you, I always win!” Zia said, the shower running.
I shook my head, cleaned up the paint after her, grateful it wasn’t permanent according to the box, and shook my head again.
Somehow, I had fallen in love with a bright light that changed everything. I wasn’t lost in the darkness anymore. I wasn’t searching for what could have been. I had found it.
I had found her.
And I wasn’t hiding anymore. Wasn’t searching.
I didn’t need to. I had Zia.
My moment. My person. Mine.
THE END
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